LAST NIGHTS DREAM

I WAS WITH A GROUP OF OLD FRIENDS AND ONE WAS A GUY THAT WAS A MIXTURE I THINK OF TWO PEOPLE BUT MOSTLY HE RESEMBLED A GUY THAT I WAS MADLY IN LOVE WITH YEARS AGO. WE SEEMED VERY HAPPY TOGETHER WHICH WAS ODD BECAUSE WE WERE NEVER TOGETHER IN REAL LIFE WHEN I WAS A BOY AT SCHOOL. IT WAS JUST HOW I IMAGINED WE WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE IF WE HAD A REALTIONSHIP.
A GROUP OF US WENT OVER TO A GAY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SAT AROUND CHATTING. THE GUY I LOVED(MALCHOM) SEEMED TO BE MISSING AS DID MY GAY FRIEND AND WHEN I WENT DOWN THE HALL I COULD TELL THEY WERE IN HIS ROOM. AS I APPROACHED THE DOOR THEY CAME OUT LOOKING VERY HAPPY AND BOTH HAD DECORATIVE FACE PAINTINGS ON AND IT SORT OF DAWNED ON ME THAT MAYBE MY GAY FRIEND DID NOT REALIZE THAT MALCHOM AND I WERE TOGETHER. I SAID NOTHING BUT WAS FEELING MORE AWKWARD AND UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THE DEVELOPING SITUATION. IN THE LOUNGE ROOM MALCHOM WAS HAVING FUN BUT SEEMED OUT OF CONTROL AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN HE JUST SNAPPED AND BECAME REALLY VIOLENT AND THE OTHER GUYS TRIED TO SUBDUE HIM. I ASKED THE GAY GUY WHAT HE HAD GIVEN HIM AND HE SAID THAT HE HAD GIVEN HIM EXTASY.
THE NEXT THING I KNEW MY BOYFRIEND AND I WERE IN A BALLROOM TOGETHER SUROUNDED BY MANY OTHER COUPLES ALL LEARNING TO DANCE. WE DANCED FOR SOME TIME, STOPING TO LEARN NEW STEPS. THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING HAPPENED AND IT MADE A BIG IMPRESSION ON ME RIGHT INTO MY WAKING.
WE WERE DANCING AND SEEMED TO GO OFF INTO OUR OWN WORLD AND FOR A MOMENT IN TIME COMPLETELY FORGOT ANYONE ELSE WAS IN THE ROOM. WE EMBRACED IN LOCKED DANCE POSITION, EYES CLOSED AND CHEECKS PRESSED TOGETHER SOFTLY. IT WAS WONDERFULL AND WHEN WE CAME TO AND RELEASED FROM OUR HOLD, THE ROOM ERUPTED WITH APPLAUSE AND THE FACES AROUND US ACKNOWLEDGED THAT SOMETHING TRUELY SPECIAL HAD TAKEN PLACE.

(SIGHTLY DAGGY AND WIERD I KNOW BUT THAT'S DREAMLAND FOR YOU!)
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